My Past Prepared Me For My Future

My Past Prepared Me For My Future is a courageous, faith-filled memoir that bears witness to the transforming power of God in the life of a woman who survived unimaginable trauma—and emerged with purpose, healing, and unshakable hope.With raw honesty and spiritual depth, Dr. Lucille Hargrett recounts her journey through childhood sexual abuse, betrayal by trusted family members and clergy, emotional abandonment, addiction, suicidal despair, and the suffocating silence that so often surrounds trauma. Told through a compelling blend of narrative prose, heartfelt poetry, and Scripture, this book does not sensationalize pain—it redeems it.Divided into two profound sections, “The Pain” and “The Birthing,” the story traces a path from brokenness to restoration, revealing how God’s hand was present even in the darkest moments. What the enemy intended for destruction, God used as preparation—preparing the author for healing, forgiveness, ministry, and a future anchored in divine purpose.This book is more than a testimony—it is a lifeline.Written for survivors of sexual and physical abuse, those wrestling with faith after trauma, and anyone who has ever questioned their worth, My Past Prepared Me For My Future speaks directly to the wounded heart with compassion, truth, and biblical assurance. It declares that your past does not disqualify you—it equips you.If you have ever asked “Where was God?”—this book answers with grace, honesty, and hope.Recommended for mature readers. This book addresses sensitive topics including abuse and trauma and is best suited for adults.Individual reading: 18+ recommendedGroup studies: Adult women’s groups or recovery ministriesYounger readers (16–17): Only with pastoral guidance, parental consent, and trauma-informed supportPerfect for readers of:Beauty for Ashes — by Joyce MeyerYesterday, I Cried — by Iyanla VanzantWoman, Thou Art Loosed — by T.D. Jakes Read more